Chat When truth is not what you want it to be.

[UsefulIdiot]

I came down with Jock itch yesterday. No big deal, got a prescription and it should be gone soon. I still wanted to go to my favorite MP tomorrow so I googled "Is Jock Itch contagious". I was hoping it is not, but apparently it is, so no sex for me until I am healed in a week or so. Damn!

I love edible marijuana and I have been a daily user for a while. It is especially enjoyable with alcohol. I got into the habit of taking 40 - 60 mg of THC and drinking two glasses of red wine with dinner. It was great, then it was good, then it was okay. My productivity was affected (I run a small business), and a lot of boring paperwork was piling up. I was aware the problem, worried about it a lot, knew I had to make a change but somehow could not bring myself to do so. Eventually I changed from being a daily user, to just a weekly user. I am catching up on things now, and really enjoy my one fun night a week.

A couple of years ago I thought I had a personal connection with an MPA. She is smart and eloquent and I really like her body. It took a little while for me to realize that I was just another john to her, a walking billfold. I moved on.

Apparently I can convince myself of things that are just not true. Reality can be inconvenient, harsh even. But there is no growth without humility.

 

[Coookman]

It's best to have your fun and not get attached. You can have your favorites, but at the end of the day - it's a job, they are making money and they are being nice to you for it.

I find it's a good distraction and stress release for me, nothing more. It's easy to convince yourself otherwise when you are drunk or High all the time when you are doing it, but deep down one hopefully knows the reality of the situation, for the vast majority of customers.

 

[ludwigr]

I came down with Jock itch yesterday. No big deal, got a prescription and it should be gone soon. I still wanted to go to my favorite MP tomorrow so I googled "Is Jock Itch contagious". I was hoping it is not, but apparently it is, so no sex for me until I am healed in a week or so. Damn!

I love edible marijuana and I have been a daily user for a while. It is especially enjoyable with alcohol. I got into the habit of taking 40 - 60 mg of THC and drinking two glasses of red wine with dinner. It was great, then it was good, then it was okay. My productivity was affected (I run a small business), and a lot of boring paperwork was piling up. I was aware the problem, worried about it a lot, knew I had to make a change but somehow could not bring myself to do so. Eventually I changed from being a daily user, to just a weekly user. I am catching up on things now, and really enjoy my one fun night a week.

A couple of years ago I thought I had a personal connection with an MPA. She is smart and eloquent and I really like her body. It took a little while for me to realize that I was just another john to her, a walking billfold. I moved on.

Apparently I can convince myself of things that are just not true. Reality can be inconvenient, harsh even. But there is no growth without humility.

Easy dopamine dulls reality. Easy dopamine deepens the emotional and spiritual void within. Easy dopamine destroys individual life and the collective society. And we're all dopamine addicts on a sliding scale.

To keep the monster in check, I only bust my nut with an MPA, max 2-3 times a month. Kinda like a reward for working hard and being productive. Porn, youtube, tik tok, sugar/snacks, drugs, alcohol, cigarettes are the enemies of a healthy spirit. We've been sick for so long that we've forgotten what it's like to be healthy. If we stop consuming crap, the body is designed to naturally be healthy.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Easy dopamine dulls reality. Easy dopamine deepens the emotional and spiritual void within. Easy dopamine destroys individual life and the collective society. And we're all dopamine addicts on a sliding scale.

To keep the monster in check, I only bust my nut with an MPA, max 2-3 times a month. Kinda like a reward for working hard and being productive. Porn, youtube, tik tok, sugar/snacks, drugs, alcohol, cigarettes are the enemies of a healthy spirit. We've been sick for so long that we've forgotten what it's like to be healthy. If we stop consuming crap, the body is designed to naturally be healthy.

I remember a bit from Lous C.K. where he says that he does drugs less often so he can enjoy them more.

One effect of my reduced THC is that my appetite has gone down, and unintentionally I have lost over 10 lbs in eleven days. Other affects include sleep trouble and a general dullness. I guess my brain chemistry is changing.

 

[RedLight]

I came down with Jock itch yesterday. No big deal, got a prescription and it should be gone soon. I still wanted to go to my favorite MP tomorrow so I googled "Is Jock Itch contagious". I was hoping it is not, but apparently it is, so no sex for me until I am healed in a week or so. Damn!

I love edible marijuana and I have been a daily user for a while. It is especially enjoyable with alcohol. I got into the habit of taking 40 - 60 mg of THC and drinking two glasses of red wine with dinner. It was great, then it was good, then it was okay. My productivity was affected (I run a small business), and a lot of boring paperwork was piling up. I was aware the problem, worried about it a lot, knew I had to make a change but somehow could not bring myself to do so. Eventually I changed from being a daily user, to just a weekly user. I am catching up on things now, and really enjoy my one fun night a week.

A couple of years ago I thought I had a personal connection with an MPA. She is smart and eloquent and I really like her body. It took a little while for me to realize that I was just another john to her, a walking billfold. I moved on.

Apparently I can convince myself of things that are just not true. Reality can be inconvenient, harsh even. But there is no growth without humility.

Hey at least you learned, a lot of these Johns don’t learn. They are blinded by lust not love. It’s a job at the end of the day to these women and just like a normal job that me and you might have, it’s a face you put on. Think about your business you said that you have, you have to put on a face and be friendly and nice to people cuz it’s your business. Some of these women are really great at making you feel like your special but remember it’s a job, the only reason you and other Johns feel like there’s a connection is cuz you guys had sex but to these women it doesn’t mean anything.

One MPA who I won’t name while I was in the room putting my clothes on after a session was messaging on her phone and was laughing and I asked what was so funny and she showed me the messages about some Johns that always say they love her and that they had a good experience and hoped that she enjoyed it as much as he did and so on and so on and it’s funny cuz she would say the sweetest things back but she told would shit talk these guys to me and only wants them to come back to either help her with stuff or cuz they come frequently or tip really well. I was surprised she showed me these messages and even told me all this. I do see her still from time to time but I think she showed me those messages cuz she knows I’m just there to literally fuck and move on with my life, nothing else, no feelings no nothing. Like any other transaction for example a grocery store I buy my shit and move on, I don’t go back and say I love you to the fucking people that work there, there doing there job lol… Why don’t you guys go say you love a waitress at a restaurant cuz they gave you some good dinner service, it’s exactly how these girls feel man, it’s a job… This MPA has given me her number and I never once have I messaged her and she knows she will see me when she sees me. If I never find her again fine, doesn’t matter to me. And now when I do see her from time to time she still shows me her messages and we have a good laugh in the room together, like it’s part of a session lol…

But seriously it’s good you learned better than later.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Hey at least you learned, a lot of these Johns don’t learn. They are blinded by lust not love. It’s a job at the end of the day to these women and just like a normal job that me and you might have, it’s a face you put on. Think about your business you said that you have, you have to put on a face and be friendly and nice to people cuz it’s your business. Some of these women are really great at making you feel like your special but remember it’s a job, the only reason you and other Johns feel like there’s a connection is cuz you guys had sex but to these women it doesn’t mean anything.

One MPA who I won’t name while I was in the room putting my clothes on after a session was messaging on her phone and was laughing and I asked what was so funny and she showed me the messages about some Johns that always say they love her and that they had a good experience and hoped that she enjoyed it as much as he did and so on and so on and it’s funny cuz she would say the sweetest things back but she told would shit talk these guys to me and only wants them to come back to either help her with stuff or cuz they come frequently or tip really well. I was surprised she showed me these messages and even told me all this. I do see her still from time to time but I think she showed me those messages cuz she knows I’m just there to literally fuck and move on with my life, nothing else, no feelings no nothing. Like any other transaction for example a grocery store I buy my shit and move on, I don’t go back and say I love you to the fucking people that work there, there doing there job lol… Why don’t you guys go say you love a waitress at a restaurant cuz they gave you some good dinner service, it’s exactly how these girls feel man, it’s a job… This MPA has given me her number and I never once have I messaged her and she knows she will see me when she sees me. If I never find her again fine, doesn’t matter to me. And now when I do see her from time to time she still shows me her messages and we have a good laugh in the room together, like it’s part of a session lol…

But seriously it’s good you learned better than later.

Actually I do like my customers and my interactions with them are sincere, some even become kind of friends, but all of that is limited to the business environment. I like it, but I know it for what it is. Shit talking to a customer about another customer is unprofessional. Those that do eventually create consequences for themselves. An MPA who shit talks about other johns will likely talk about you with other customers. If not now then later.

 

[Coookman]

One girl I saw was talking about all the weird stuff other customers do... I found it hilarious. Made the sessions more enjoyable for me.

Laughing and busting a nut are good stress relievers for me. It's best not to expect much more than that.

 

[RedLight]

Actually I do like my customers and my interactions with them are sincere, some even become kind of friends, but all of that is limited to the business environment. I like it, but I know it for what it is. Shit talking to a customer about another customer is unprofessional. Those that do eventually create consequences for themselves. An MPA who shit talks about other johns will likely talk about you with other customers. If not now then later.

That is true, she could say something about me with another customer but honestly I don’t care since I don’t have feelings for her like the guys that message her do. I’m only there for one thing, I’m not there for a relationship, plus I have never messaged her once. It is unprofessional but I just wanted to say that these girls don’t always exactly think of you the same way that you think of them no matter what they say back to you. It’s funny cause guys think after the sex part these girls love them or really enjoyed the act and then they message they love her and all that and if she can be their girlfriend. If she really loved you or enjoyed having sex with you like these girl say, you wouldn’t be paying and you’d be doing it for free…

 

[UsefulIdiot]

That is true, she could say something about me with another customer but honestly I don’t care since I don’t have feelings for her like the guys that message her do. I’m only there for one thing, I’m not there for a relationship, plus I have never messaged her once. It is unprofessional but I just wanted to say that these girls don’t always exactly think of you the same way that you think of them no matter what they say back to you. It’s funny cause guys think after the sex part these girls love them or really enjoyed the act and then they message they love her and all that and if she can be their girlfriend. If she really loved you or enjoyed having sex with you like these girl say, you wouldn’t be paying and you’d be doing it for free…

Imagine the mindfuck that could happen to a young guy, especially one who is homely or has never had a serious relationship. Or someone who has recently had their heart broken.

 

[ludwigr]

Even if she was sincere in her "love" for you, just think about what kind of a woman sells her dignity for money. I'm not judging them in any way, but it is a fact that money is a lot more important to them than most other things (whether due to their life circumstances or just their nature). Would I date someone who values money so highly that everything else comes second? I don't think so

 

[Deleted member 104635]

It's comical reading the guys who use these girls slagging them.

A lot of women are screwed up no matter where you meet them. There are gems everywhere too.

I've watched dancers, escorts and MPA's slowly fall for me. It wasn't an act when they start just hanging out with you and no money is involved.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

It's comical reading the guys who use these girls slagging them.

A lot of women are screwed up no matter where you meet them. There are gems everywhere too.

I've watched dancers, escorts and MPA's slowly fall for me. It wasn't an act when they start just hanging out with you and no money is involved.

Ah, the old victim card long con. Instead of taking everything from your wallet, you end up paying their rent or worse.

 

[Deleted member 104635]

Hardly.
Hard to be conning me out of money when I'm sitting at her place drinking adult beverages she paid for while watching a movie on her TV.

Sure we would go out to dinner and I paid for it.

Heck I've exchanged Christmas gifts with these women and they said this is the dollar limit and that's what we both stuck to so in essence I wasn't out a penny as I got exactly the same value back today forked out.

If that's being taken advantage of I don't really mind.

 

[UsefulIdiot]

Hardly.
Hard to be conning me out of money when I'm sitting at her place drinking adult beverages she paid for while watching a movie on her TV.

Sure we would go out to dinner and I paid for it.

Heck I've exchanged Christmas gifts with these women and they said this is the dollar limit and that's what we both stuck to so in essence I wasn't out a penny as I got exactly the same value back today forked out.

If that's being taken advantage of I don't really mind.

For your sake I hope you are right. There are too many stories that guys are too embarrassed to tell.

 

[BS4ME]

How can you fall In love with any of these girls just knowing how many dicks have been inside them? Don't let your brian trick yourself. Just have a good time, it's a simple smash and dash. See you next week

 

[Deleted member 104635]

How can you fall In love with any of these girls just knowing how many dicks have been inside them? Don't let your brian trick yourself. Just have a good time, it's a simple smash and dash. See you next week

Explain married swingers?

 

[BS4ME]

What do you mean? They are married and enjoy this hobby together.

They are not falling in love with other MP girls.

To each there own. If that's your thing... The %s are against you of that relationship ever working out.

 

[RedLight]

How can you fall In love with any of these girls just knowing how many dicks have been inside them? Don't let your brian trick yourself. Just have a good time, it's a simple smash and dash. See you next week

Agreed lol, it’s funny most of the dudes that fall for these women are older Johns, it’s funny what they say in messages and shit. It’s literally smash and dash, like any other sort of establishment, do your shit and go…

 

[Deleted member 104635]

For your sake I hope you are right. There are too many stories that guys are too embarrassed to tell.

A few years ago I ran across a dancer that I used to know on a dating site. We got chatting and catching up and she was the one that proposed that we meet for dinner and to exchange gifts, she set the $ limit, we went Dutch treat and the reason she wanted to do this well she wanted to tell me in person how grateful she was for all the help and moral support I'd given her years ago when she was a dancer.

 

[cali99]

I came down with Jock itch yesterday. No big deal, got a prescription and it should be gone soon. I still wanted to go to my favorite MP tomorrow so I googled "Is Jock Itch contagious". I was hoping it is not, but apparently it is, so no sex for me until I am healed in a week or so. Damn!

I love edible marijuana and I have been a daily user for a while. It is especially enjoyable with alcohol. I got into the habit of taking 40 - 60 mg of THC and drinking two glasses of red wine with dinner. It was great, then it was good, then it was okay. My productivity was affected (I run a small business), and a lot of boring paperwork was piling up. I was aware the problem, worried about it a lot, knew I had to make a change but somehow could not bring myself to do so. Eventually I changed from being a daily user, to just a weekly user. I am catching up on things now, and really enjoy my one fun night a week.

A couple of years ago I thought I had a personal connection with an MPA. She is smart and eloquent and I really like her body. It took a little while for me to realize that I was just another john to her, a walking billfold. I moved on.

Apparently I can convince myself of things that are just not true. Reality can be inconvenient, harsh even. But there is no growth without humility.

yes.. it’s true!
we are means to an end, so they say!
but know this.. you have but a certain amount of time as her clock ticks.. tick tick tick..as does yours!
you lived, loved and your better for it!
take the memories, enjoy,
and go find your next flame (plural)…
and one Other tidbit.
your best, is yet to cum!
and wish I was in your hood as I heard about a chinese/ Italian mix that will be in your area soon from what was told!
38 F, 5’6”.. Thats all I know.

be well always!